The best day of your life is the one on which you decide your life is your own. No apologies or excuses. No one to lean on, rely on, or blame. The gift is yours - it is an amazing journey - and you alone are responsible for the quality of it. This is the day your life really begins.
Bob Moawad~

Saturday, 26 February 2011


The Addams Family

They're creepy and they're kooky,
mysterious and spooky,
They're all together ooky,
The Addams Family..lalalala

hi there,
when i was a kid, and the only program
that i preferred to watch = Cartoon Network
And, stories that i love are THE ADDAMS FAMILY
dexter laboratory, LULU etc..
until now, i still to watch CARTOON!!
the episodes of family that include morticia, gomez wednesday etc
for me, that Addamses are Bizzare
until now..hahah

the Addams Family =)

ok, enough with Addamses...
My story is now not about this Addamses..
Actually, i miss my childhood best friend
its been long time since last i met him
standard 1996..and now is 201..
about 15years..

Adam was my first good friend..
we became friend because when i was a kid,
during my parents at work,
my late great grandparents took care of me..
it happened to be that, his grandma lived backyard
so, did Adam..
His grandparents took care of his siblings

Every morning, my late g.grandma will do gardening
so do his grandma..
i forgot how we became friend
so, we will play all day long
i only went home to eat and nap
i have alot of memories with him
because the house near to the river, we always went there
instead of accompanied our grandma
we play there
collecting stone, catch fish etc..
so many activities we did,
we did gardening, kutip jering, rambutan
main buaian..
and we enjoyed!!
he had a big bro..idris..
i rarely play with him as he went to school
but, he was kind to0

there is one memory that i'll never forget!!
everytime i see hanger..
i'll remember ADAM
the story was while i was playing in his grandma house.
and his grandma was folding the cloth
i suddenly broke the hanger..
and his grandma was angry(i'm not sure whethr his grandma was angry at me or what,,but i assumed that she was angry with me)..*i'm so scared that moment.
then, rush to my g.grandma home
and my g.grandma was curious because i went home early..
and she became curious when i didnt play with ADAM about a week..
but, i kept the secret safe..
*kalo x, confirm kene marah jugak!!

then, suddenly after days, Adam came and called my my name
hahha..he missed me..=P
he convinced me that his grandma was not angry any more..
but i still afraid..
*masuk umah nenek dia, baik aje taw..xusik ape2 dah. Siap ikut je mane dia pegi..GILER TAKUT okeyh!!!

He also came and visit me during my g.granpa funeral
with Alan na Haqq if i not mistaken...
so kind and worried!!
but, at the end of standard 2, he moved somewhere is Selangor..
and he didnt tell me *sad ok*
from that moment now on, i never see him anymore

he was my FIRST best friend!!
i just MISS him

broken hanger...


Dear Adam..

*everytime i pass by my g.grandma house, i feel sad..i miss every moment that we created. I miss the house, the environment, i miss him and i miss everything!!!

Friday, 25 February 2011

my Love. . .

i cant deny it
i'm in love with art and design
besides, when i was in school
i really love Lukisan Kejuruteraan subject
before this, my ambition was to be an Architect
*which now, i'm not sure about it
strange things do happen right!!

because i wanna design my HOME SWEET HOME
and i have imagine many designs that
i think it is awesome!!
its like we need to think outside the box..
even so, i really like to watch disney cartoon..
when u can see many strange building, object
that i think is very COOL

for me, art is not possessing
it must be shared and understand the meaning
from art, world become alive

** but still i REALLY want to achieve my mission
insyaALLAH, one day i will...

Creativity is allowing yourself to make mistakes. Art is knowing which ones to keep. ~Scott Adams

*hye kiddo, i miss u!!!

Thursday, 24 February 2011

Rise. . .

it should be blogged since ages
but i've been busy with thousand of stuffs
that been line up to be accomplished
and of coz, this is my finest partner in crime...

best kan*
heart them!!!

ok, back to the story,
today i wanna talk about language..
in my cross culture class,
my lecturer said that
Arabic language will be an important language in years time
and i think her opinion turn to be right..
Marina Mahathir also said the same thing
it seems that the impact of business world that revolve
turn up to be Arabic as a important language

so, i think afterwards,
arabian lands will be flourished once again..
i hope to see them
rise and shine
not as a perspective of different tribes
but as a MUSLIM..
besides, they have alot of opportunities to GROW!!

Wednesday, 23 February 2011


soon, insyaalah
we will meet March
where February is closing down his curtain
ok, a month after
miss April will serve all the EXAM PAPER
oh my...

Saturday, 19 February 2011

Wednesday, 16 February 2011

You will notice me
I’ll be leaving my mark
Like initials carved in an old oak tree
You wait and see

Maybe I’ll write like Twain wrote
Maybe I’ll paint like Van Gogh
Cure the common cold… I don’t know
But I’m ready to start ‘cause I know in my heart

I wanna do something that matters
Say something different
Something that sets the whole world on its ear
Wanna do something better
With the time I’ve been given
I wanna try
To touch a few hearts in this life
And leave nothing less than something that says
I was here

I will prove you wrong
If you think I’m all talk
You’re in for a shock ‘cause this dreams too strong
Before too long

Maybe I’ll compose symphonies
Maybe I’ll fight for world peace
‘Cause I know it’s my destiny
to leave more than a trace of myself in this place

Repeat chorus

Bridge: I know that I will do more than just pass through this life
I’ll leave nothing less than something that says

I was here

Tuesday, 15 February 2011


Sunday, 13 February 2011

I hope everything turn out as planned


Friday, 11 February 2011

Ain't No Regret

Still talking about KEDAH again!!!
i left pieces of me there..
I bring with me joys and fun
I've learnt the meaning of FRIENDS, RESPONSIBILITIES etc..
UiTM KEDAH had built me up..
with strength and confident...
i gained back my trust towards life
UiTM Kedah just SUPERB

the environment, the lecturers, the activities,
the college, the dining oh..
i have no reason to forget it
There ain't no regret to be there


Research Methodology class

College Festival 08'

My great class mates

Super Girls

WOnder Girls..

Air of Tanjung Dawai

My Girls

Perfect Meeting =)

I entered there on july 2006
if i'm not mistaken it was on 2nd july
i went there with the guide that have been given..
nobody i knew..only Farhana
but, we were placed in diff college
during the MMS, my roomate is Wideeya Juliana,
then, Najjia
then, Adila
then, Izzah
lastly Aya..
many ryte..
Badly missing m20409..even there were many problems
but, i enjoyed..
maybe because, all my neighbours were awesome..
adik, mira, syafa, etc..
i put hope and dreams to success there
Alhamdulillah, i think i've gained some of them..
I've created each moment nourished
and i will keep it forever



Thursday, 10 February 2011

Bundles of Thought . . .

When I was in Kedah,
I had the opportunities to mingle with my friends
One of them was, we had opportunity to do sport together
Like netball.. =)
It was our last sem there in Kedah,
So, we took the opportunity to mingle and enjoy every moment there

I do make friends with most of everyone..
During this moments, all my level mates were away for something..
if i not mistaken, they were outing to find so stuff or whatsoever
so, i went out with my classmates..
and other DBS fellow
At first, our presence just for fun..
then, the organizer called up, and we registered for netball..
Consists of Tasneem, Me, Salha, Wawa etc..
it was fun then..
there was part of my good old days!!!

here we were..
sitting on bench, and chill!!
Spot Tasneem, Spot Atie, Spot Salha, Spot Amir

Tasneem on position..
She was a Center

Waw was a W. Attack

What was that?

The game still on!

Sport is a preserver of health. ~Hippocrates

As If the Road is Smooth!!

doctor, soldier, police, teacher,
these are common jobs that kids will say when their teachers ask them..
and if u are in standard 4 ++
u will give extra stunning jobs like architect, engineer, businessman etc..
even until u r in secondary school,all the legendary jobs still on your mind..
and i feel sorry for them.
i'm here to talk based from experiences
i see many success n triumph along the way
i feel it to0..

i'm here not to point hand to anybody,but i think parents should alarm with this case..
because, if we dont help them,their life can be ruined!!

in this world, we are grant with many jobs, not only the legendary one,
but far than that.
Why i say that, their life ruin?
ok, subjectively it happen because
once they get their SPM results,
then their journey is SET.
they cant do things that they like...
they need to follow things that have been set.
Even some say, there are many private institutions,
but, only $$ decide whether u r in or not..

When I said RUIN
it's not happen SUDDENLY
it slowly killing inside. This is because, when u do things that people had set thing up,
u need to follow them even u have doubt, then u cant enjoy every MOMENT

In Malaysia, from my observations..
our LIFE is being CONTROLLED
when u r 7 years old = u MUST enter primary school, take UPSR
and if ur result is flying colors, maybe u get offer from Boarding School
if not, daily school..
when u r 13 years old = Secondary school. Where u need to take PMR, then SPM..SPM is 'EVERYTHING' here in malaysia. With it u cant go nowhere.
when u get SPM result, then u enter college, university or matrix
in the age of 20 or 21,
if u dont get Diploma, STPM or continue degree,
the world will TALK about u
then, 24 or 25 finish study and WORK..
see, i'm not being rigid because, most students in Malaysia
study because it is FIXED even they hate it, they MUST do it..

That is why now,
we can see the increment no of jobless graduates.
Its not that the JOB ain't there
but, graduates cant see things that they like
because, once, they just follow the lying road
As If the Road is Smooth!!

* if you only know, where "THEY" send their kids, then u will REALISE!!!
* if only the SYSTEM is CHANGED!!!! i see JAPAN frequently change the educational system, to suit the market..
MALAYSIA?? ermmm