(Manliness Through Wisdom)
Leadership is not magnetic personality
that can just as well be a glib tongue.
It is not making friends and influencing people
that is flattery.
Leadership is lifting a person's vision to higher sights,
the raising of a person's performance to a higher standard,
the building of a personality beyond its normal limitations.
Friday, 3rd October 2008 and I Still celebrating eid
NURUL IZZATI, The god creature that having problems and enjoying life
My lovely family in my life
When I open my eyes in 2020
I’ll know weather the mission and vision are already achieved or not and having a good life, insyaallah
When I open my eyes in 30 years time
It’s gonna be all bout money
When I see people having quarrel
I’ll just stare and went away
When I get stress
I’ll eat ice-cream or sleep or listen to the melodious music
When I get angry with someone
I don’t wanna see him/her for several times
When my age turned to 25
I must have my own car and job
When my age turned to 30
I’ll have my own house using my own money
I dream of
Having my own private jet
My mum always remind me
To not rely on others too much and take care of myself
My dad always remind me
I always remind myself
That life is great, so face it
I love to
Listen to the song by Anne Murray, Simon and Garfunkel, James Taylor, Billy Joel, Elton john, Abba. The songs full with advice
I know that
I can’t satisfied each need but I’ll serve the best
Now, I’m thinking of
Helping someone and insyaallah I will
What I’ve learned in my life are
Don’t tell too much stories to everyone….hazardous
The difference in me now and 3 weeks ago
Now I know how to deal with people
The greatest thing that still hard for me to face is
The difference between young folks and old folks
For me is just the age
If I would
I wanna help my religion
All my experience in past
Helps me to grow and be matured
I believe that
I am one in the million
Out Of Touch
Shake it up is all that we know
Using the bodies up as we go
Waking up to fantasy
The shates all around aren't the colors we used to see
Broken ice still melts in the sun
And times that are broken can often be one again
We're soul alone
And soul really matters to me
Take a look around
You're out of touch
I'm out of time
But I'm out of my head when you're not around
Reaching out for something to hold
Looking for a love where the climate is cold
Manic moves and drowsy dreams
Or living in the middle between the two extremes
Smoking guns hot to the touch
Would cool down if we didn't use them so much
We're soul alone
And soul really matters to me
I forgot bout the red book
Where I put it inside here and yes, yes
Last time was the last
Appearance of it
Many of books keep waiting
Thousand of pages need to open u
As all forcing me to finish
Even no strength in me
Why I need those books??
If I never use it all my life
Why I need to stay up al nite??
Is it just to pass the line?
Or is just the trend in time??
My life full with mission and vision
And I never stray about it\
And no forgiveness will be given
And whoever tries to put me down
And try to betray in any side
Because all I know is my life
Where my life is for HIM
And I know HE will help
If I’ll never give up
I don’t know weather
I going to be hate it
But yes, the feed already grows
The growth of hate ness
Ooh... Yes I know,
For the hateness
I going to be blameworthiness
As I am the disaster
Am I that bad??
That entire little people
Ooh, they are to kind
They are an angle
With the therapy
And me only
An evil with venomous
Am I that terrible??
Is that nowhere to turnover???
To fine the safest place to hide
To live in
With a bright, blooms day
Or just little tiny, dark path
Left only for me
As I am the only person
Who seems full with mistake….
After being someone who surrounded by works,
I realized many things, things that not all will understand it.
And I know what the real world is now.
Life that full with lying, betraying, unsatisfied, and all unpredictable moment…
People tend to give me an advice which sometimes I just take it like a wind…
Just let it passed through me…
Not because of my stubbornness but the reality that come ahead
Not all the stories need to be shared with everyone,
Sometimes, let it be a great secret for me…
Now, Becoming a person who full with title
I realized that
Many people talked bad about me…
Many people tend to be kind in front of me…
Many people take advantage on me…
Many people hate me…
All I can say is
THANK YOU very much
All of you had make me stronger than yesterday
Making me braver to face the future,
Allow me to be a better person in time,
And let me face the reality early than you…
Don’t judge me if you nothing
Nor calculating every single breath that I hale
You, the follower make me sick…
Sick to be kind-hearted
Oh, and some want me to be firm…
And thanks to the idea…
But don’t regret after transferring it,
Because I may show the real me in time…
I’m in the middle of the crowd
Monitoring them to reach the star
Together giving our best performance
And together we make our the greatest sacrifice
Not only for ourselves
But for the wild passion
That always burning in our hearts
And because of the crowd
I cried and suffered a lot
And because of the status
I’ve been hated
And because of the title
I must move on to show the best in me..!!!
Life is about being alone…!!!
Its seem right
That the phrase given by Bata
‘Work in group, live alone...’
First it’s really make me said that this man was crazy
Who going to live alone man??
But after being through many things, now I’ll starts to believe
If I relate it with the behavior of the human being,
Yes, it’s true…
But people not run deeply into that phrase
Many of them will not satisfy with it.
For them, many people will bring joy and cheer the environment
But, if we look on the other side,
It the matter of number involved at time
Reasons for me to accept Bata’s point of view is
Of course I’m right now facing the entire problem in my life...
I see how and why this phase can be used???
Normally, if we learned and even in practically,
Works in group are much better as
‘The more, the merrier,
‘Two heads better than one’
Yes, it’s true…
And after achieving the goal,
All will be lonely…
Lonely in the other hand
Doesn’t me that you are alone in this planet
Yeah, you will have people surrounding you,
But, deep inside you are all by your own
It’s because many things that you can’t share all the time
After reading Bata’s article, I started to think
A lot of the given points are true
But the way the people understanding it
Will lead them to come with their on perspective
Maybe there still a lot will doubt to believe in it…
But all I can say is
Take time to listen and to understand…
We are human in this lonely planet
Are just a passes by…
The forever is not yet to come…
You will be even better in time…
“Work in group, Live alone”
Take your time…
I found myself
Under the pouring rain
And it seems
As no more strength in me
And still under the rain
Without any hand helping me
Slowly I’m moving to find
The nearest shelter
To get some rest and think
Realizing something suddenly
I won’t give no more
And even I won’t break it down
As I must be strong
Even the world goes wrong
I need to believe that world
Even still now it’s dark outside
And I believe that someday
All the glory is with me
All of my lovers will right besides me...
4Now, I’m listening to all the oldies song…
It’s really brought my mind far away…
Seems free from all the problems that I’m facing right now…
Now, I’m listening to Anne Murray
‘Nobody loves me like you do’
Other singers are
James Taylor, Billy Joel, Elton John,
Abba, Everly Brothers, Super tramp
Credence Clearwater Revival (what a name),
The Beatles and Elvis Presley…
Even though, the songs are around 80’s,
But for me, the qualities of each song are very marvelous
The lyrics itself has its own deep meaning
The way the writer wrote the songs was unique…
The entire phrases are in a great combination…
It’s very difficult to say by word,
But if you take time to listen and understand,
For sure, you will be addicted
Which happen to me right now…
Here are some lyrics from the songs that I’ve heard just now…
‘Could I have this dance for the rest of my life?
Would you be my partner every night?
When we're together, it feels so right.
Could I have this dance for the rest of my life?’-Anne Murray-
And she'll promise you more than the garden of Eden
then she'll carelessly cut you and laugh while you're bleeding,
But she brings out the best and the worst you can be.
Blame it all on yourself cause she's always a woman to me. –Billy Joel-
When I was young, it seemed that life was so wonderful,
a miracle, oh it was beautiful, magical.
And all the birds in the trees, well they'd be singing so happily,
joyfully, playfully watching me.
But then they send me away to teach me how to be sensible,
logical, responsible, practical.
And they showed me a world where I could be so dependable,
clinical, intellectual, cynical. –Super tramp-
And in the naked light I saw
Ten thousand people, maybe more.
People talking without speaking,
People hearing without listening,
People writing songs that voices never share
And no one dared
Disturb the sound of silence-Simon and Garfunkel-
And the other…
Huh, I don’t know the real lyric…
But, it’s really made me feel like
Right now, I’m all alone, somewhere in State,
And its fall time…
Listening to all those songs…
What a dream…
And right now,
It’s about 2.30 pm
All I have to do is dream
But I don’t think so…
I can’t sleep right now
While reading an article about
‘The All-American President’
-Ronald Wilson Reagan-
life about President, huh
Those melodies are sounding from my laptop…
What a magnificent moment you know
All I can say that it’s so
And it’s 4 in the morning
Still doing my poetry
Which I do adore to write a poem
Wonder if I can be like Shakespeare, or Blake
I do love poem…
Sure, I’m not going to sleep
Because around 4.45,
I’m going to take my ‘Sahur’
And then waiting for Fajr
Possibility after fajr,
I’ll be having forty winks
Truth at last cannot be hidden.
Dissimulation is of no avail.
Dissimulation is to no purpose before so great a judge.
Falsehood puts on a mask.
Nothing is hidden under the sun.
"In the heavens there is calmness
and on the earth there is beauty.
In the gardens there is freshness
and in you there is a sign.
In the sea there is might
and in the air there is nourishment.
Take from all this comfort for your soul
and recovery for your mind.
And do not waste your time by being unmindful,
this will shield you from good
and lead you to evil."
- Hasan al-Banna -
To be apart of a family like mine
is so divine
where love is shown
hurt is shared
our love for each other is never impaired
but we are a family
and we do it all together
for as a family
we do it all as one
you hurt one
you hurt all
and as a family unit
we will all stand tall
for we are family
a family full of strength
a family full of love
a family no one can touch
that, s why I love my family so much.
The morning wind spreads its fresh smell.
We must get up and take that in,
that wind that lets us live.
Breathe before it's gone.