BUT I GUESS WE NEVER KNOW...

The Addams Family

They're creepy and they're kooky,

mysterious and spooky,

They're all together ooky,

The Addams Family..lalalala

hi there,

when i was a kid, and the only program

that i preferred to watch = Cartoon Network

And, stories that i love are THE ADDAMS FAMILY

dexter laboratory, LULU etc..

until now, i still to watch CARTOON!!

THE ADDAMS FAMILY???

the episodes of family that include morticia, gomez wednesday etc

for me, that Addamses are Bizzare

until now..hahah

the Addams Family =)

ok, enough with Addamses...

My story is now not about this Addamses..

Actually, i miss my childhood best friend

ADAM..

its been long time since last i met him

standard 2..in 1996..and now is 201..

about 15years..

Adam was my first good friend..

we became friend because when i was a kid,

during my parents at work,

my late great grandparents took care of me..

it happened to be that, his grandma lived backyard

so, did Adam..

His grandparents took care of his siblings

Every morning, my late g.grandma will do gardening

so do his grandma..

i forgot how we became friend

SERIOUSLY FORGOT!!!

so, we will play all day long

i only went home to eat and nap

i have alot of memories with him

because the house near to the river, we always went there

instead of accompanied our grandma

we play there

collecting stone, catch fish etc..

so many activities we did,

we did gardening, kutip jering, rambutan

main buaian..

and we enjoyed!!

he had a big bro..idris..

i rarely play with him as he went to school

but, he was kind to0

there is one memory that i'll never forget!!

HANGER!!

everytime i see hanger..

i'll remember ADAM

the story was while i was playing in his grandma house.

and his grandma was folding the cloth

i suddenly broke the hanger..

and his grandma was angry(i'm not sure whethr his grandma was angry at me or what,,but i assumed that she was angry with me)..*i'm so scared that moment.

then, rush to my g.grandma home

and my g.grandma was curious because i went home early..

and she became curious when i didnt play with ADAM about a week..

but, i kept the secret safe..

*kalo x, confirm kene marah jugak!!

then, suddenly after days, Adam came and called my my name

hahha..he missed me..=P

he convinced me that his grandma was not angry any more..

but i still afraid..

*masuk umah nenek dia, baik aje taw..xusik ape2 dah. Siap ikut je mane dia pegi..GILER TAKUT okeyh!!!

He also came and visit me during my g.granpa funeral

with Alan na Haqq if i not mistaken...

so kind and worried!!

but, at the end of standard 2, he moved somewhere is Selangor..

and he didnt tell me *sad ok*

from that moment now on, i never see him anymore

AND I JUST MISS HIM =)

he was my FIRST best friend!!

i just MISS him

broken hanger...

River*

Dear Adam..

*everytime i pass by my g.grandma house, i feel sad..i miss every moment that we created. I miss the house, the environment, i miss him and i miss everything!!!

my Love. . .

i cant deny it

i'm in love with art and design

besides, when i was in school

i really love Lukisan Kejuruteraan subject

before this, my ambition was to be an Architect

*which now, i'm not sure about it

strange things do happen right!!

because i wanna design my HOME SWEET HOME

and i have imagine many designs that

i think it is awesome!!

its like we need to think outside the box..

even so, i really like to watch disney cartoon..

when u can see many strange building, object

that i think is very COOL

for me, art is not possessing

it must be shared and understand the meaning

from art, world become alive

** but still i REALLY want to achieve my mission

DESIGN MY HOME

insyaALLAH, one day i will...

Creativity is allowing yourself to make mistakes. Art is knowing which ones to keep. ~Scott Adams

*hye kiddo, i miss u!!!

Rise. . .

it should be blogged since ages

but i've been busy with thousand of stuffs

that been line up to be accomplished

and of coz, this is my finest partner in crime...

best kan*

heart them!!!

ok, back to the story,

erm..

today i wanna talk about language..

in my cross culture class,

my lecturer said that

Arabic language will be an important language in years time

and i think her opinion turn to be right..

Marina Mahathir also said the same thing

ermm..

it seems that the impact of business world that revolve

turn up to be Arabic as a important language

so, i think afterwards,

arabian lands will be flourished once again..

i hope to see them

rise and shine

not as a perspective of different tribes

but as a MUSLIM..

besides, they have alot of opportunities to GROW!!

busy

soon, insyaalah

we will meet March

where February is closing down his curtain

MARCH????

ok, a month after

miss April will serve all the EXAM PAPER

oh my...

TIME is RUNNING oUT!!!

You will notice me

I’ll be leaving my mark

Like initials carved in an old oak tree

You wait and see

Maybe I’ll write like Twain wrote

Maybe I’ll paint like Van Gogh

Cure the common cold… I don’t know

But I’m ready to start ‘cause I know in my heart

Chorus:

I wanna do something that matters

Say something different

Something that sets the whole world on its ear

Wanna do something better

With the time I’ve been given

I wanna try

To touch a few hearts in this life

And leave nothing less than something that says

I was here

I will prove you wrong

If you think I’m all talk

You’re in for a shock ‘cause this dreams too strong

Before too long

Maybe I’ll compose symphonies

Maybe I’ll fight for world peace

‘Cause I know it’s my destiny

to leave more than a trace of myself in this place

Repeat chorus

Bridge: I know that I will do more than just pass through this life

I’ll leave nothing less than something that says

I was here

SADNESS FLIES AWAY

ON THE WINGS OF TIME . . .

I hope everything turn out as planned

*INSYAALLAH

Ain't No Regret

Still talking about KEDAH again!!!

i left pieces of me there..

I bring with me joys and fun

I've learnt the meaning of FRIENDS, RESPONSIBILITIES etc..

UiTM KEDAH had built me up..

with strength and confident...

i gained back my trust towards life

UiTM Kedah just SUPERB

the environment, the lecturers, the activities,

the college, the dining oh..

ALL are OUTSTANDING

i have no reason to forget it

There ain't no regret to be there

DBS 6A

Research Methodology class

College Festival 08'

My great class mates

Super Girls

WOnder Girls..

Air of Tanjung Dawai

My Girls

Perfect Meeting =)

I entered there on july 2006

if i'm not mistaken it was on 2nd july

i went there with the guide that have been given..

nobody i knew..only Farhana

but, we were placed in diff college

during the MMS, my roomate is Wideeya Juliana,

then, Najjia

then, Adila

then, Izzah

lastly Aya..

many ryte..

Badly missing m20409..even there were many problems

but, i enjoyed..

maybe because, all my neighbours were awesome..

adik, mira, syafa, etc..

i put hope and dreams to success there

Alhamdulillah, i think i've gained some of them..

I've created each moment nourished

and i will keep it forever

******

FINALLY, I SUCCESSFULLY LEFT KEDAH

WITH HAPPINESS AND LOVE!!!!

Bundles of Thought . . .

When I was in Kedah,

I had the opportunities to mingle with my friends

One of them was, we had opportunity to do sport together

Like netball.. =)

It was our last sem there in Kedah,

So, we took the opportunity to mingle and enjoy every moment there

I do make friends with most of everyone..

During this moments, all my level mates were away for something..

if i not mistaken, they were outing to find so stuff or whatsoever

so, i went out with my classmates..

and other DBS fellow

At first, our presence just for fun..

then, the organizer called up, and we registered for netball..

Consists of Tasneem, Me, Salha, Wawa etc..

it was fun then..

there was part of my good old days!!!

here we were..

sitting on bench, and chill!!

Spot Tasneem, Spot Atie, Spot Salha, Spot Amir

Tasneem on position..

She was a Center

Waw was a W. Attack

What was that?

The game still on!

Sport is a preserver of health. ~Hippocrates

As If the Road is Smooth!!

doctor, soldier, police, teacher,

these are common jobs that kids will say when their teachers ask them..

and if u are in standard 4 ++

u will give extra stunning jobs like architect, engineer, businessman etc..

even until u r in secondary school,all the legendary jobs still on your mind..

and i feel sorry for them.

i'm here to talk based from experiences

i see many success n triumph along the way

i feel it to0..

i'm here not to point hand to anybody,but i think parents should alarm with this case..

WHY??

because, if we dont help them,their life can be ruined!!

in this world, we are grant with many jobs, not only the legendary one,

but far than that.

Why i say that, their life ruin?

ok, subjectively it happen because

once they get their SPM results,

then their journey is SET.

they cant do things that they like...

they need to follow things that have been set.

Even some say, there are many private institutions,

but, only $$ decide whether u r in or not..

When I said RUIN

it's not happen SUDDENLY

it slowly killing inside. This is because, when u do things that people had set thing up,

u need to follow them even u have doubt, then u cant enjoy every MOMENT

In Malaysia, from my observations..

our LIFE is being CONTROLLED

when u r 7 years old = u MUST enter primary school, take UPSR

and if ur result is flying colors, maybe u get offer from Boarding School

if not, daily school..

when u r 13 years old = Secondary school. Where u need to take PMR, then SPM..SPM is 'EVERYTHING' here in malaysia. With it u cant go nowhere.

when u get SPM result, then u enter college, university or matrix

in the age of 20 or 21,

if u dont get Diploma, STPM or continue degree,

the world will TALK about u

then, 24 or 25 finish study and WORK..

see, i'm not being rigid because, most students in Malaysia

study because it is FIXED even they hate it, they MUST do it..

That is why now,

we can see the increment no of jobless graduates.

Its not that the JOB ain't there

but, graduates cant see things that they like

because, once, they just follow the lying road

As If the Road is Smooth!!

* if you only know, where "THEY" send their kids, then u will REALISE!!!

* if only the SYSTEM is CHANGED!!!! i see JAPAN frequently change the educational system, to suit the market..

MALAYSIA?? ermmm