When I think back about my post, I started to question myself
Where right, I’m in the highest position in a club
It made me come out with the ideas of natural human being
Honestly, at the beginning, I did crack out my head…
It was about tiny little thing
Where, there I cried, I hate and being hated and I was single-handedly
Friends, honestly didn’t understand the situation much
The suffering one is
Then, I saw my utmost forever motivator
He is my preferred one because I do enter the post where he understands
We did make a discussion and ideas
Where both parties can participate
I did tell him all the problems…
And he gave me the ideas…
To a certain extent, it may see odd…
I’m dealing with people
Where the are thousand surprising behaviors
What a real world…
And I do also have the most excellent motivator
Practically, about life and girl thing will be discussed...we3~~
Mama, nanti balik along citer..he3~~
At the beginning, I take the post too much. I do mind about what people say. I seize too much when they are comparing me with the committee before. I do make me sick and hurt. I did cry frequently. I do worried when the programmed is running slow, not approve, having problems. I feel scratchy when the lecturer asking about due date, friends doing silly thing. Huh, SICK
I’m afraid when people talk bad about me. I know it is impossible where people not saying anything. It is LIAR.
I try to make a modification. I try to be variety and understanding others situation.
Sadly, they do take advantage on me.
But, now, I do have my own belief. Yes, right now I’m the president
And, all I need to do is doing my entire job. I don’t need to take care too much about the noise surround me. Full stop
At the end, if I can handle it wisely, or not,
I will accept it…never regret
If I can do differences, it is good. If not, taking this lesson to grow...we3~
I do believe in life, we need to learn. This post has taught me much about being a leader.
Being the best is not trouble-free as many people think. Try to be one, and you will be aware of.