The best day of your life is the one on which you decide your life is your own. No apologies or excuses. No one to lean on, rely on, or blame. The gift is yours - it is an amazing journey - and you alone are responsible for the quality of it. This is the day your life really begins.
Bob Moawad~

Tuesday, 17 February 2009


In certain stand; you will feel like the world is not at your side
For the world, you are traitor, loser and many negative thought given
You will feel down…
People tend to leave you in the eerie way
Where not even single happiness there
Some may look and feel sorry
But then, they just move away
You will be looked so sorry,
But they don’t have the ability to help you out

And also some will try to destroy you
Using thousand of ways…
Where at time, you, yourself alone need to build up your own armada
That only left alone…
You need to build up a strong strategy to fight them

Don’t be bolt from the blue to see that your foes
Are your own armadas where now
They already turn back of you
There, you will feel shocked, sad, and angry
But, that the real world show…

And now, me, myself
NURUL IZZATI is facing the problem
Without knowing the end
But, reality does hurt me too much
I try to learn but they never let me to do so
I try to be the one,
But they pick other as one
I try to be kind
But they never let me to do so
I try to be the leader
But they left me behind

They see me,
When thousand tones of problems are in their pouch
Then, as swift, they want me to solve it
Without knowing everything
They try to making soft suicide upon me

Let me tell you about the reality that I faced
I believe people do hate me
Moreover, as the president
They tend to see thousands of different
Sorry, coz I cannot fulfill the need
People try to compare me previous president
Yes, I know,
Maybe this is the first time ever
The president is a woman
So, the comparing is becoming too much
It’s hurt, but this the path that I have chose

I have no idea how to move one…
Certain of my comities make me a deceased
Dbs info board, never been changed about a year
I already delegated the job
When I ask her,
Sorry zati, I’m busy with my other org
Eh, hello…
I’m also busy with my study, assignment, research
And damn
I just hate it...
When called up, for a meeting
I need to wait for them
Please stop having the Malay quotes,
“biasela, janji melayu”

And now
I need to be honest,
I have no ideas, even ability to make the comities good
I try my best but I failed
But, fail doesn’t signify I’m quit from becoming a leader
This post in university teach me a lot
Not easy to be a leader
Not easy to manage your subordinate
These experiences
Where always make me crying, dying
Is something money can buy…
I know it means a lot to me
And only I know how it feels

The winner takes it all, the loser has to fall

1 comment:

Dr. Darren said...

dun sad2 my pren.. live ur life to da fullest. keep on rockin!